Monday, February 21, 2011

Always

There is always dishes on my counter.

There is always toys scattered across the floor.

There is always clothes in the washer, and the drier, and needing to be folded.

There is always someone who 'says' they are hungry.

There is always phone calls to return, and emails to respond too.

But.....

....there is always a smile on my face.


There is always healthy food for hungry tummies.

There is always soft snowy bubbles in the sink...and little hands reaching for them....

There is always fresh crisp clothes to stretch out in.

There is always friends coming through the door.

There is always the happy chatter of the baby amongst those toys.


There is always laughter.


Our home is full of good things. Laughter, joy, learning, and love. Life!

Always. I couldn't ask for more.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

February

Its February. Its cold. The days are short. Vitamin D is low for everyone. I'm tired. The days seem long. We are stuck indoor most days, as it is often below -10C. It seems we do the same thing day after day.

But something is changing.

I can feel the warmth of the sun. Suddenly I noticed its light a bit longer. Its not quit as cold as was. We get outside a few times a week and the kids run and play on the side walk, crunching ice, and jumping in icy cold puddles. The sun feels good on my face. I open the big wooden door for a bit and let the sun shine pour through the front door in the afternoon.

Spring is coming. In its soft slow way, the earth is warming, the birds are coming back, and spring is coming. Rubber boots, light jackets, Easter eggs hunts, and baby animals. New things to learn, freshness for everyone.

I am so thankful I can see the signs that spring is coming :)

Friday, December 3, 2010

Happy 3rd Bithday BRYAN!!



Happy Birthday To my Son

Who couldn't be loved more.

You are loved for:


The little boy you are,

...The man you will grow to be,

And the precious son you will always are.


I luv you Bryan. You are part of me. You always will be :) Hope you have the best day of all!


Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Birthday Angelina




Dearest Angelina

Happy Birthday my sweet girl! 7! Today you are 7 years old! I am so so proud of the 7 you are! You are sweet and kind. Thinking of others before yourself, and being so quick to help. Whether it is to share a toy, help mama with the baby, help Grace with her school work or help Bryan brush his teeth, you a an amazing helper!!
We started a new journey this school year. We began homeschooling. As much as there is for you to learn, there is as much for me to learn. As we figure out the balance of book learning, to social learning, to self taught, to mama lead, I see you are learning! We are doing it, you and I! You can do things you couldn't back in September. You can add with a remainder, and your spelling is coming quicker the I can believe! It seems every time I turn around you are spelling a new word, or asking questions I don't know the answers too!
I also see a sensitive young girl emerging. You listen quietly to what is being said around you, and are quick to pick up on someone's sadness. Giving a hug, or offering an encouraging smile. You also quick to pick up on a light hearten mood, saying silly things to make others laugh, and giggling a long. You also seem to pick up a air of secret, and whenever you do, that sly smile slides over your face....and I reminded that you are a very smart little girl.

Some exciting things happened this year. You became a big sister again! And you show mommy all over again what a big girl you are. From Klara's first day you have wanted to help. Sing to Klara, rock Klara, and bounce her around. She looks up to you and trusts you so much :)
We also moved. You were nervous and a bit uneasy about moving away from our street. You talked to me about your fears and your desire to visit your friends. We went back for Halloween and you trick or treated up and down the familiar street and saw your friends.
In the new house you and Grace share a room 'downstairs'. You have been a big girl, enjoying the space and helping Grace adjust to being a bit further away from mommy and daddy. I see more and more what good friends you and Grace are becoming. I see the 2 of you are building a friendship that I hope lasts for your whole lives. Please remember Angelina, friends will come and go, but Grace will always be your sister, and she will always love you.

So on your birthday, we visit Boca for lunch and celebrate, and after wards your cousin Abby and friend Isley come for supper. We will sing for you, and hug you and kiss you extra. You will get a special 'birthday' gift, and brownie cake for dessert. We will celebrate you!! Rachel is coming on Saturday, and we will celebrate again with cupcakes, and the Santa Clause parade!

It is to celebrate you, my sweet sweet girl! All the wonderful you are and the joy give to us, just by being you. We celebrate the last 7 years we have had you, and for the years to come.

Happy Birthday Angelina.

I love you.

Love Mommy

Monday, November 22, 2010

Inspired

I was in inspired to write something. Just to let the blogging world know I'm alive and well. Well for anyone who reads it. The family grows, we have moved, and prepare for a 1st Christmas with our baby girl, and in a new house.

I will get to it.

Tomorrow.

Turns into today.

And still no time.

Life goes on. Rushing past. Children sitting, talking, spelling, writing, adding, growing.

Mom and Dad struggle with life's questions. Bad choices people make effecting us all to such huge extremes. Trying to figure out what is right for us, were we stand, how to make everyone happy, and still do what is right for us.

Some way we find away, smile and kiss, and the children run around happy. A happy home is all they need.

Replace an old floor, fix a leaky roof, gain a room, plans for painting...some day soon :) But later, because time is short and they are growing fast....


I am blessed!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

17 Days Ago....

17 days ago I woke up as my husband dressed for work, and I told him,

"I will not call you from work today. I will be pregnant forever." All week I had told him, maybe today, maybe today....and every day had gone by. We both laughed, knowing how silly that was.

16 days ago I woke early in the morning, knowing it was the day!

3 hours later, I held this beautiful baby in my arms!



Today, today I hold this beautiful baby in my arms. Time rushes past, and I can't believe it was already 16 days ago! Where has the last 16 days gone?


I love you Klara May.
Don't grow up to fast, okay sweet girl?
Mommy needs to hang on to every minute!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Pics - Klara's Birth


Laboring....Goran, my constant support!

My midwives, Sarah and Karen. See Angelina in the back, fingers in her ears?

Angelina 'plugging' her ears, because I was making to much noise...LOL


Karen 'checking' Klara over....trying to get her to cry


Bryan showing up in the mist of it all


Talking with her....they encouraged me to try to get her to cry...she never did




Daddy with his newest little girl


All 4 of my kids!!!


Angelina with her new sister


Grace with her new sister


Bryan with his new sister


First Nursing


Nursing, skin to skin

Grace laying out Klara's 1st outfit(I bought it the night before at the mall)


Getting her dressed


2 Grandmas with the new baby

Grace, having a turn

Abby, having a turn


Sarah and I chatting after she had gone home and gotten some sleep, then came back to check us over.


Baby Klara with her 'Paka'